sometimes when I think about attraction to the opposite sex, I pull myself away from the risk of falling. I mean, things are never the same as before. Once hearts are broken, they maybe fixed but the cracks will always remain. They might be hidden but they will show eventually.
As for me, God has always been the center of my love story ever since the biggest drama of my romantic fil has ended the story without even closing curtain. Its irritating to create a story line and when damaged and ruined, you delete everything and hope to create another one. When you fall for someone, you try hard to cherish every memorabilia, keep it in a treasure box, never thinking the possibility that you might not end with each other anyway. And then you really did broke up.
And now, I ask, why fall anyway when there is a big chance to repeat the same mistake.?
But I got a different answer from God
Love is not supposed to be paralleled with the romantic films you watch in cinemas, it should't be directed in the story you have created when you were almost 9 years old.
It may never be the fantasy you imagined before you go to sleep but it is the story God has prepared for you.
now, let me share you a story where i discovered my tendency of having crushes on guys.
it might sound weird, but, i get attracted to guys who seems to have the tendency to depend on me, those whom i can look after to.
i observed some of his characteristics was never ideal for a Christian lady to be admired with, but, he has the greatest impact in me compared to all the goody goody guys out there.
I evaluate my feelings, it was not because i am falling for him, it was maybe because he needs me.
He asks for my help, and hears my advice.
now, don't confuse your feelings for the real thing.
Crushes may occur once in a while but what is important, is you know how to see things clearly.
Be the Angel, but be careful on flying.
you might be brought to a different place, a place that is not meant for you
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