Tuesday, August 11, 2015

It may not what it seems Goguma: a Speculation of Seohyun's hidden feelings

Posted by sucker at 11:15 AM
https://youtu.be/9xlO6nayRlo

As a goguma, I repeated these fan made videos countless of times. I do not know why, but this couple attracts me and my fellow gogumas to come back every time. As what they say, no matter how many times you repeat the scenes, there is always something new revealed. This time, my discovery was quite different, maybe it came out from the extensive desire of getting something out from the female lead, SeoHyun. When you are exposed to threads, forums or even tumblr reviews, you could not deny that majority of it says that it was Yonghwa's feelings which is so evident without confessing it, it was seen even behind his tiniest gestures. He was surely inlove. But what about Seohyun? Amongst all of the gogumas even the boice, only a few would agree that she has not contributed enough emotional investment to lead the onscreen relationship into an offscreen real couple. She was so hidden and walled up. But this is what I recently saw, upon reviewing everything, from start to finish, SeoJuhyun, the maknae of SNSD has finally fallen inlove for the very first time. You can see the difference from all the reality TV programs she was involved in, her smile was different. There is this thing we call the shy-im having a crush on you smile that is inevitable to a newbie in the realm of boyfriend-girlfriend status. At the very first stages of falling in love for the first time, every move you make around him is calculated. Though you might practice the things you wanted to say to him a night before the date, you tend to forget everything once you see him. That is what I saw happened to the innocent seohyun. Everybody is anticipating that she could exchange the sweet lines her husband is throwing at her but all she did was smile genuinely. She was definitely shy. Her feelings were not evident in front of the camera but was too obvious behind it. Remember the interviews of her big snsd sisters regarding the marriage. They gave out information saying, SeoHyun would prepare a glowing face for her husband, she would leave a face mask on for the whole night so she could look beautiful. And for a fact that they emphasized it only for yongseo question matters, maybe because she rarely does it. Not every exposure she could get but especially for the meet up dates with her husband. Let us not disregard the confession of Hyoyeon that SeoJuHyun cried a lot after the show ended. These things are what we call reality that maybe only a few might know of. She also stayed with the promise that she is going to learn guitar for it was the hobby that Yonghwa shared with her first. Up to this day, she is still playing the instrument. Maybe Yonghwa has shown a lot, because he knows how to act. He has made dramas even before We Got Married happened. He is more comfortable in front of the camera compared to Seohyun who has done no drama at that time. She was considered a rookie of delivering false emotions for the viewers. Every word she uttered might be true. No one knows. But for a woman who is full of her principles and passion for her career at a young age, she probably experienced the struggle to keep her real feelings inside, watch her first love move forward and work with other beautiful artists and maybe was left alone to deal with the unexplainable whirlwind emotions of first love. No wonder she bravely shouts out to the world that she is now stronger, that she could finally talk and make songs about love when we haven't seen her with someone else. Maybe it was a secret kept for herself.

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